This is exactly how I felt and still feel about him. We parted due to distance, and I was so hurt, because everything felt perfect with him, I needed a bad guy to blame for all the heartbreak I was going through, and so I tried to hate, resent, and blame him for all of it.
But I couldn't, and I still can't. I realized that we were both victims of destiny, we were meant to find each other, learn and love, only to part when time is due. Seeing him online, and interacting with my social accs without reaching out, affected me. But what hurt the most was him looking fine, while I was left in the same school, same streets where everything began, ended like it never happened. He left me exactly where we began, while he got to move away, forward, without me. Life happens and I realized it wasn't his fault, I'm glad that even when I tried to hate him, he didn't know because it was foolish of me to think I could ever hate him, I've finally moved on, and I'm so much happier and I can look back now and say I'm glad it happened, going through heartbreak made me grow so much as person. I don't want him to see me now, because I'd like to keep our last glance to each other the version who both were young, naive and in love. Maybe I have a different perspective in your words because of my experience but I felt very seen :) I hope he sees my wings too.
This is exactly how I felt and still feel about him. We parted due to distance, and I was so hurt, because everything felt perfect with him, I needed a bad guy to blame for all the heartbreak I was going through, and so I tried to hate, resent, and blame him for all of it.
But I couldn't, and I still can't. I realized that we were both victims of destiny, we were meant to find each other, learn and love, only to part when time is due. Seeing him online, and interacting with my social accs without reaching out, affected me. But what hurt the most was him looking fine, while I was left in the same school, same streets where everything began, ended like it never happened. He left me exactly where we began, while he got to move away, forward, without me. Life happens and I realized it wasn't his fault, I'm glad that even when I tried to hate him, he didn't know because it was foolish of me to think I could ever hate him, I've finally moved on, and I'm so much happier and I can look back now and say I'm glad it happened, going through heartbreak made me grow so much as person. I don't want him to see me now, because I'd like to keep our last glance to each other the version who both were young, naive and in love. Maybe I have a different perspective in your words because of my experience but I felt very seen :) I hope he sees my wings too.
this was beautiful, and i completely understand. thank you for sharing your experience🤍
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